i typed but i didnt publish again. i did this so many times. i have so much to tell but after all, i feel i can only tell it all to myself.

this lady really pissed me off. she is too much. she made the mistake and expect me to take the blame. what rubbish is this? i am very glad that this problem has been solved but i cant help it and i wanna blog it down. i'm not gonna name who or whatsoever but ARGHHH! yrst i almost exploded. i did actually, a little, not the max.

seriously, if i was the one in the wrong, i will take the blame. But in this case, it wasnt. Yet you have the cheek to give me 2 CRAP OPTIONS? both are not beneficial to me, why makes you think i will choose either one? INSTEAD, i should be the one giving you the option man. you should have paid for your mistake like how you made J paid for a mistake which was not fully or even her fault. what comes around goes around. you are just lucky you got the authority. seriously, ever since you came, NOTHING goes right anymore.

i cant believe you are so ugly, not your appearance BUT your heart. what kind of human is this? disgusting.



happy holidays to me :)



Good Morning Everyboddddy:D

I'm at work now. hahahaha:x This is my last week. I'm quite excited yet scared that I will be very bored during my vacation b4 i start school. *God, please help me to spend this one & a half month fruitfully*

Jessin xie, I know you will come & read. I bet you damn bored now right. HAHAHHA! Facebook is your bestfriend now. All the best and happy working in the new place alright! <3.

(*paused)
$%*(@#%&@#$ i just picked up a call from a very irritating person. chickennnnn.
arggg i very tireddd..hope 5.30pm faster come!

Omg. this post is gonna be contradicting!! haha. honestly for the past 3 days were super tiring yet exciting for us at work.

Tuesday:

Gotten a bulk of urgent temp order for us to fill them all up asap. We started calling, picking up phone calls, smsing, emailing blahblah....didn't stop at all until our corporate meeting start. meeeeeeeet until about 8pm++? Left at around that timing. *Super tired*

Wednesday:

Gotten even MOREEEEEE urgent orders!! Repeat everything again!! Call and call and call. Explain job duties to candidates, arrange interviews, coordinate them to start work blahblahblah.. all the way until around 9pm++! zzzzz *Superr tired*

Thursday (which is just now only.)

Gotten even MOREEEEEEE & MOREEEEEEEEE urgent orders! Same thing all over again! Plus, today is timesheet collection date and we suppose to count finish then can leave. omggggg. i tell you..we were all damn HIGH! hahahaha!!! We left at 11pm and went for dinner cum supper! We were so high that we laughed at the SLIGHTEST thing that we talk about and any actions that look stupid. lol! We chat until about 1am and now I am home, bathed, settled down, but it seems like my brain is still quite active just that physically, i'm really drained out.

Work has been non-stop for these 3 days in office. We had lunch infront of our computers and while talking to candidates over the phone as well. We are all almost sick now haha, our voices SUPER sexy.

**But most importantly, I actually felt satisfied after work ended just now. Its like..wow! We really did our very best and chiong all the way. Everyone has been very understanding and helpful towards each other. & I feel we really did well. Its just a GREAT feeling inside of me. Although I dont like to work OT, but these 3 days are exceptions.

Haha. alright, I have been awake for about 21 hours. zzz..i'm gonna slp soon! yayyyyy its holiday today! (Labour dayyyyyyy)

its raining! i dislike rainy days unless i'm slping. i was reading my achives haha. my goodness! some things tt happened, they just seem like yrst stuff. i miss so many things and so many people. i miss being happy. haha its not that i'm not happy, its just that i'm not SO happy anymore. dont ask me why because i dont know also. haha!

probably my life is not so carefree anymore?
there are many things that i wanna do but i cannot do due to some reasons?
money not enough?
or rather, i still cant find something that i like to do?

i think i needa pause for awhile. i feel i've been working and not enjoying at all. nahh i dont like it this way. haha! its so not me and its not asif i really love this job. if i love it, i really dont mind spending hours and hours working on it like some people who loves music, they really can spend more than normal working hours working on their pieces and whatever that they need to complete & feel superrrrrrrrrr satisfied after that.

i want back the days i spent with all my friends. i want to have fun. i'm sick, so sick of feeling so lost.

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[BENNY]
[BENSON]
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[JESSIN]
[KELLY]
[LYNETTE]
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